Yayank's Birthday
January 6, 2006
Yayank!|s birthday! She is one of my dancer friend. She works in the same company like me in a private course office. She works there as a secretary, while I work as the teacher. This afternoon I visited her at the office and brought a Brownies cake. I didn!|t have much time to arrange some surprises for her!Xanyway Capricorn doesn!|t like surprise!Xbut at least that!|s what I can do to show her my attention. She looked happy today when I came, and she offered me her cake, brought by her boyfriend, and we were having !?girl talk!? for a while. It was nice having girl friends. I learn much from them. About make up, about friendship, about life!K
I finally checked my room in boarding house. It wasn!|t like the sample that the lady shows me before! ƒ? my room-to be is just a small one, I don!|t even have idea how to put the cupboard and the computer in it! I think I need to think a bit and protest her to give me more facilities. Cause I!|m not satisfied with it. Ah, ya, I!|ve met one of my !?the girl next door!?. She looks okay, tried to talk with me and sounds nice. She is my junior, 2 years younger in grade. What makes me envy her is that her room is much bigger than mine! With double spring-bed, a huge cupboard and table where she can put her computer, and there is still a space that we!|re even able to dance on it! The worst thing is, she pays right the same amount like me! ƒ?ƒ?ƒ?
Unfair. While my room is just a pit one. So narrow that I can imagine Harry Potter!|s room. Ah well, I have to take it. At least I have to learn how to live alone, with every condition I might have. I hope I can live my life in my new !?nest!?, and the most important is to concentrate on study while I!|m living alone. To be honest, I!|m a bit scared about living in the middle of nowhere, without any close relatives nor friends near me. But I believe that God won!|t live me alone, I will always be in His protection. I have to learn how to survive, anyway, since I plan to study abroad one day, that the condition is might be worse.
I see the positive thing is, at least Peppy shows a good trait of being nice as a !?neighbour!?. I hope we can cooperate together in daily life and in study.

January 5, 2006
January 5, 2006
Today is quite boring. We worked in policlinics without any class. Anyway, there are lot of patients today there. We were busy serving them. I wasn’t really in my mood today.
Yani again took me to another “warung” to eat Rujak Cingur. And it tastes great. Seems the meal time with Yani become fun. Cause she knows where to buy a tasty food. I begin to like her. We were classmates but we’re not too close before. She’s a genius one, with almost perfect cummulative.
The rest of the day is just suck. Everything is not well done. I think I’m gonna fix schedule for tomorrow.

January 4, 2006
January 4, 2006
After working all night long with the assignment, finally my lecturer postponed the presentation schedule for… I don’t know, maybe tomorrow. It makes me happy a bit, cause I wasn’t ready for the presentation. Today we had Kadafi doing his case report, and he did it well. I learned how to do a good presentation from his performance. And today I learned about making differential diagnose between Schizophrenia Katatonic and Hebrefenik. And I realize that I don’t understand the mechanism of medicine working in our body. I have to read more.
Yani, the most clever girl in the class who is working with me in the same group was taking me to the place where they usually sell snacks. I thank her for showing me those places, cause I’m new in hospital and get disoriented about places. Then I met one of my another old friend, Mardun (Daendy) who had been graduated 2 months earlier than me. He was with me in Germany class, and when we met today he already forget all the lesson. Hehe, anyhow… we don’t have time and friend to practice with Deutsch, then it makes it difficult. He told me that he was having friend named George, a guy from Austria that was being here in hospital to study as medical student. Unfortunately he only stay for a month. Not enough time to know him more. Anyway, I’ve talked to him on the phone, on the Christmast eve. He was having dinner with Ranni, Monica and Heri, my best friends. He sounds friendly and fun. Just to mention, his voice sounded like Dan, my past boyfriend from Illinois. It was a short introducing, though. I never had a chance to see him in person, since he was working in Surgery section, a busy one. (well, I think I saw him once when I passed the Surgery clinic—it’s in the same building where Psychiatry clinic is. He was a blonde guy and looked bored with the situation, hehe, maybe he’s tired). I wish—I hope I can get his e-mail address so I don’t lose contact.
Oh, and today I met Inul, one of my classmates who didn’t see me like for a year or so. We talked a bit about this and that, oh yea, my two friends were getting married yesterday! They were knowing each other for about 6 years because they were classmates.and Mm..actually I really missed Inul. He was one of our favourite guy in the class, hehe.. cause he’s funny and naturally, good looking. He’s working in Forensic section now. The office is near my section.
Anyway, today I went to the gym, not for work out, just visiting my friends there and share stories, cause I don’t go there for about 2 months. I met my personal traniner, he’s now getting sexier and sexier, and he said that he’s now in hormonal treatment for his muscle growth.
Nah, enough for today. Hope that tomorrow will be a nice experience.

January 3, 2006
Mood:  happy
January 3, 2006. 10 pm

I’m working on my assignment. It’s been 2nd week for me working and studying at the hospital, Psychiatry section. It’s been fun, I met my old friends—who have been graduated one year earlier—and now working with them. The nurses and health care practitioners are nice and friendly. The senior doctors help us much in learning. And thanks to all patients that help us for study how to do interview, get the datas, and finally to diagnose and give the treatment.
This study time in psychiatry section is full of assignment. Everyday we have presentation, and tomorrow will be my turn to give presentation, based on a text book. Problem is, the text book is written in English. And I mean difficult English. For addition it’s about nerves. And I’m not good in anything having to do with nerves, neurotransmitter and its another components. Like today, I’ve been working on it since 6 pm, and still I’m done with the unperfect translation, I’m gonna fix it later.
Today’s presentation of difficult case was good. The senior doctor who was leading the discussion was a “terror” one. I mean, she looks mean, every students are afraid of her. But I see the positive thing from this. Eventhough she looked upset and unsatisfied with our work and gave critics all the time, it’s just that she wants everything to be perfect. And of course it’s good for me. At least for the first time I didn’t fall asleep in the class, hehe (usually the discussion was boring), cause I was terrified with this “killer” teacher too… so I tried not to fall asleep that she might notice and give me a punishment. Hehe… anyway, I like her, I learned much from her ways of think and identify problems in patiens. She never missed even a small evidence. But well, to satisfy her, I have to study more and more, and it’s hard.
Ah, today is a special day for one of my friend. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Tri Atmaja. Unfortunately his phone number is no longer exist. I lost contact with him since 6 months ago, when we both got busy and busier. Anyway, there’s still a chance to meet him, since we’re now working at the same hospital, just in different section. For Tri, if you happened to read this in my blog site, I wish you a happy birthday and hope for the success in your life. I don’t forget you, Friend, even without seeing and talking much.
Guess I’m get going now. Have a nice day, everybody…!